Day 11 · Q1: Self-Knowledge · January 11, 2026

Pause. Breathe. Begin.

I .   L E C T I O

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Notes from Underground, Part I

Every man has some reminiscences which he would not tell to everyone, but only to his friends. He has others which he would not reveal even to his friends, but only to himself, and that in secret. But finally there are still others which a man is even afraid to tell himself.

C O N T E X T

Dostoevsky's Underground Man is not a hero but a deeply honest confessor. Published in 1864, this passage anticipates Freud's unconscious by three decades — the idea that we harbor truths even from ourselves.

I I .   M E D I T A T I O

What truth about yourself are you afraid to acknowledge, even privately?

I I I .   S C R I P T I O

Write one sentence about something you suspect about yourself but have never put into words.

I V .   C O N N E X I O

Dostoevsky suggests there are layers of self-knowledge even deeper than what Socrates imagined. Does the 'unexamined life' include what we deliberately hide from ourselves?

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