Day 15 · Q1: Self-Knowledge · January 15, 2026

Pause. Breathe. Begin.

I .   L E C T I O

Søren Kierkegaard

The Sickness Unto Death, 1849

The most common form of despair is not being who you are.

C O N T E X T

Kierkegaard, the father of existentialism, wrote this dense philosophical work under a pseudonym. His insight is that the deepest suffering comes not from external circumstances but from the failure to become your authentic self.

I I .   M E D I T A T I O

In what ways are you not being who you actually are — and what is stopping you?

I I I .   S C R I P T I O

Write one sentence about the gap between who you are and who you present to the world.

I V .   C O N N E X I O

Kierkegaard names what Dostoevsky described: the fear of knowing ourselves. But Kierkegaard calls it 'despair' — a sickness. Is self-deception a disease or a defense mechanism?

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